I am sorry
But you will never know
How to love
Or what the word truly means
Now I’m out of it
I see how much more
I deserved
And how little capacity
You had in you to love
Always shying away from
The feeling, word, idea
Was it too much for you?
Did it (I) scare you?
And just like that
Like the poker player
Who draws a card one day
Hoping to win,
You drew a card that day
Hoping to escape
But instead you lost it all
You lost love